It is remarkable to me that a person can fuck myself and so many people over, steal a couple grand of my savings, move out without paying rent, ditch all his friends, lose his job only to find himself in an abusive relationship...*deep breath*... which he was warned about (by me) and NOT ONE of his so called friends (you) knows what's up with him. Lemme sit down and address this and be done with it.
He fucked me over. Stop asking me about him. I don't give a fuck. He's getting exactly what he's been giving us all. Shit. I can't count how many ppl have low key come to me complaining about his manipulative, overbearing, Mr. know it all ways and then turn around ask "have you talked to so and so lately?" Or "have you heard anything about so and so?" Muthafucker noooooo! get outta here with that shit! TF I look like?
No, Seriously. STOP asking about me. You don't know what he's doing or where he is because he don't want you know! Catch that shit. And believe me when I say that ain't no different than before he went "off the grid". It was always his he was ...anything to make himself look good and and anything to make you look bad. As long as he was winning, shit was good. Except You know what doesn't make him look like a boss? selling cotton candy at the new Vikings Stadium. Yeah I heard, from eyes and ears who work there, I got people EVERYWHERE!
Am I being petty? Maybe, but IDGAF. Some y'all asking me where he at and don't even say hi first or ask me how i'm doing? my words to you, go find his ass and back up off me, cause y'all two peas in a pod at this point. Im over it.
I don't need a string of comments saying sorry about it. I don't need a hug about it. I definitely also don't need anyone trying to remind of the "good times". He's out there for himself. After 10 yrs of what I thought was a healthy friendship I now know better. What I do need is for you all to stop asking me about him. He taught me this better than anyone and now i'm looking out for my well being. I can't move forward if this isn't addressed, so there it is.
I don't need a string of comments saying sorry about it. I don't need a hug about it. I definitely also don't need anyone trying to remind of the "good times". He's out there for himself. After 10 yrs of what I thought was a healthy friendship I now know better. What I do need is for you all to stop asking me about him. He taught me this better than anyone and now i'm looking out for my well being. I can't move forward if this isn't addressed, so there it is.
Fuck him. There, I said it. Im not perfect but I def don't mind acknowledging that either. Now imma go back to planning an epic 2017. One that doesn't involve people who just want to use, abuse and exploit me for their own good.
I got job offers lining up, school on the board, travel plans, monthly youth support, and homeless feedings to focus on for next year. Im focused on giving back to give back to the community next year. I dont have time waste talking about him. Bigger and better things are happening. The past is gone and im lookong forward.
In the words one of my real friends on this matter. "I say good day."
